I wish I had the time to cook

I’m tired of the cafeteria food, my stomach just doesn’t like it.  I can’t wait for Thanksgiving to get here…and then that means finals week- yeah I would much rather have finals week then have to endure this month which is going to be so hectic with hw assignments….. well the end of the month and December bring a few fun things to look forward to.   Woo hoo for christmas break! 

I know I sound old…but does the volume have to be so loud all the time?

OK so the guys in the apartment below us drive me crazy!  at first, it was annoying and alittle over the top and now it’s downright driving me crazy.  why does the bass and the volume have to be up so high.  it’s so loud that I can feel the vibrations from the music or whatever dumb video game they are playing.  It’s not just once in a while, it all the time.  See i like loud music, i’m all for it.  but 1am is not the time to be doing that and 7am is not either.  They are so loud that I have to bang on the floor just to get them to stop  and because I don’t have the guts to go down there and tell them that it bothers us.  Well me and laurel did go down and say something one time a while ago and they flat out lied to our faces and told us it wasn’t them, but there is no way it could be anyone else but them, I have thought a long while about this and it’s them for sure.  Ahh and so it continues….  

The love of my life

Ok so I heard about this blog site from my neighbor and I thought….why not!  Today was a really awesome day- pastor matt spoke in chapel and as always, was an enormous blessing.  I really hope that people were paying attention and really listening to what he was saying because they need to.  No i’m not just saying they need to because he is a pastor but because what he was saying needed to be said and people NEED to listen.  Anyways, I have been really wondering if maybe God could be leading me in another direction other than nursing….I don’t know.  I have been praying alot lately about whether He might want me and I feel like the Holy Spirit might be telling me that He wants me to go into ministry?  I’m not sure but it’s all pretty exciting I must say.  In the past, I would have normally FREAKED out about this kind of life change, even considering would scare me because I’m the type of person that must know what she is doing and have things “figured” out (and I always said I was not the type of person who goes into ministry- It’s just not my “thing”) ….. well let me tell you, this summer and on has definitely opened my eyes wide open to the fact that I don’t have anything figured out.  It has taken alot of letting go of things and really being reduced to nothing to see that God is all that I have and He is all that I will ever need, He is finally the LOVE of my life.  And i want nothing more than to do what He wants for me, it’s amazing how doing that gives you this overwhelming peace that I never knew before.  Who knows whether I’m supposed to be a nurse or do full-time ministry….. all I have to say is- Here I am Lord- Send me!